Syahmi Azmi

Posted at » 12:33 AM Sunday, January 31, 2010

Fatin and I decide to celebrate our valentines day early this year, REALLY EARLY.
We decided to head over to my house and cook cereal prawn(since she had never tried those and I absolutely love them), have a fondue with marshmallow and cookies, eat ice-cream and lastly have a movie marathon.
We have planned it to the last detail but at the last minute we decide to cancel it.
Due to the following reasons:
1) my grandma we be at my house
2) we got an iip briefing in the evening

My Plan B was skipping class(since never skipped before) to eat cereal prawn somewhere else ins ted of cooking it our self and after eating can just head for the briefing in the evening.
BUT she dint want to follow that plan cos she want to go to class.

SO the bottom line is that kesian my darling have waited for this day for so long and still have to wait longer.
This day will come k baby... dont worry:)

Posted at » 11:15 PM

Better then the rest, but never the best

That is how i always feel about my climbing.

Me and Fatin most of the time made it to the finals during the competition but always lose out to the other climbers.

Its very demoralising and motivating at the same time.

You know your not the best and you cant break through to be the best but it still encourage you to try your best.

Let this failure be a stepping stone for my success.

Posted at » 10:49 PM Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Lately i realise that your always spot all my imperfections. I know that you have high expectations of me and it makes me extreamly sad that i cant leave up to your expectations. But I'm only human and i do have my own flaws. I'm willing to admit that I'm not the best boyfriend in the world or even a good boyfriend. But i know that i love you despite all your physical flaws because what matters to me is the inside. I feel very comfortable around you and i can be totally myself around you. I don't have to act or try to be someone I'm not in front of you because i know that you will still love me no matter what. Or maybe that have changed. I dont blame you if you dont love me anymore. Im am all to blame.

Posted at » 10:09 PM Friday, January 15, 2010

My choice of clothes is my own personal choice.
I will just wear what i feel like wearing on that day.
I WANT MY FREEDOM

Posted at » 9:48 AM Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Being discipline is knowing when to push and most importantly knowing when to stop. Since the past few weeks my fingers have been hurting real bad. Especially the middle finger on my right hand. I cant even straighten it and it hurts when i type:( Time to take a break from climbing i guess to let it recover. So lets start small. Make it 1 week of totally no climbing. But no climbing doesn't mean no training. Climbing will have to be replace with lots of physical training with weights! Hope to improve my strength and core.

As for the upcoming trip to KL. Most likely its not going to happen since there has been problem with the management and they might not get it approved on time. Will get the results by the end of this week. If cant go KL there is always plan B: Krabi. If cant go Krabi also there is always plan C: Shop till i drop with the money i saved. Plan B & C sounds really good to me right now.

p.s: Happy 20th month baby:) <3

Posted at » 12:11 AM Sunday, December 27, 2009

I know i dont say this much but i really really miss you dear :( :( :(

Posted at » 11:00 PM